11.05.2004

Life is teh suck, sometimes. And it's even worse when there isn't one single thing you can point at to show what's wrong. Although some good things have happened, there seems to be a lot more bad than good. Right now I feel like crap, and I don't really know why. I mean, there are a lot of good reasons, but not any one reason. Contributing factors include the election. Yes Ashton, I'm aware you don't think it's that big a deal, but it just hurts me. Also, another thing is crazy amounts of drama. I don't want to get into it here, because as much as I reveal about my life, I don't think it's my place to talk about other people's lives without their express permission. Just know that there is a LOT of it going on, and I'm one of the crazy empathetic people who, when my friends are sad, I feel sad. Also, it's November. November in my state is crappy and miserable and grey and cold and wet and I hate it, especially this beginning part when all the leaves have fallen off, but it hasn't snowed yet so it's just grey and empty everywhere. And, band is over. Call me a nerd, but that depresses me. I'm in the downtime before big activities. DI hasn't really started full force yet, and Quiz Bowl's not for what seems like ages. I don't have anything really to do with myself, so I'm just moping around the house all the time. Oh, and I've got cramps. Have I ever mentioned that being a girl can suck? And just to add insult to injury, whenever I try to log onto my email, it tells me "Sorry, service is currently not available. Please try again later". What is up with that? GRRRRRR!!!